Something is shifting. I’ve taken MC series 1, MC series 2 and now MC series 3. We completed the 1st 2 weeks courses, Destiny & Life of MC series 3. It is not easy to explain… it’s not like when I got a phone call the morning after the Conscious Creation class and received $10,000 from a family member to help me with my renovations! This is different. This is more emotional. I feel much lighter inside and more mentally focused. I have more conviction to take care of myself and my affairs so that I can become more self actualized. The difficulty for me is that not everyone in my life is going to get on the train with me. And yet, I can tell if I continue with these friendships consuming my daily life, I will only be holding myself back. If these friends can adjust to me becoming more of me, I welcome them to stay in my life. I realize that subconsciously I’ve been putting others ahead of me 24/7. It may not be noticeable on the outside, yet I’m very good at helping others to feel good about themselves and making choices at the expense of moving forward myself.
Sandra Barbato 8 月 18, 2016